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Kitti, the Unstoppable Hex Machine

...and a rock feels no pain, and an island never cries...

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photography, Kitti, art, me, kink
grittikitti
Gah!

It's back. It's all back - the insomnia and the hallucinations, the paranoia, everything is back. I thought if I could just take control of myself physically that my mind would follow suit but now I can't stop crying. I can't sleep for the fear of dreaming - fuck, I can't even shut my eyes without seeing spiders everywhere. help. I write here only because it's my first instinct. Well, I don't have any drugs. I'd kill for a valium right now... even half a one.

I've failed. How am I meant to better myself if I can't control myself? WTF is wrong with me?!?!!

gtg.