Bad Kitti x
Can't sleep. Crazy, crazy headspace.
Am back to whiskey, porn, and blades again....
That's the thing about addiction - I'm not sure I ever, ever full recover from anything. Except the needles. The needles I will never go back to, and I know that.
God damn... why do I always think my own blood is so beautiful? It is always the perfect complimentary colour to my skin tone.
Yes, I am aware that I need help. I am aware that I'm fucked right up... but it seems no matter how hard I try, I just can't.fucking.stop.this. For longer than about 3 months at a time, anyway.
Kitti, the Unstoppable Hex Machine
...and a rock feels no pain, and an island never cries...